"The valley of death we ARE free...Your fathers your prison you see!!! "

heyhey.... so i'm off to edmonton this weekend, should be interesting, i just recently started talkin to an "old friend" again, who happens to live there, someone who has inspired many of my writing here i guess you could say. i know ill prolly end up being played for a fucking idiot, but for some reason i feel i have to give it a shot and meet up with him. stupid of me? i dont really know, all i know is this time, not much can surprise me anymore.and if thats the case i know that i will not affect me the way it has in the past..im happy to say i feel im finnally over it..this past month and a half has been the most crazy times in awhile. and im very corious as to what will come of this trip....now that i think about it ...it was a year ago this month that i was in edmonton for the exact same reason, and ended up gettin fucking burned..2nd chance maybe to finnaly make things right and push aside all past grudges?? i guess we'll see
funny how things work out....or don't for that matter....
kinda confused..but yet i feel amazing for the 1st time in awhile,
later..peace
jme